Being in a medical school, future Physicians, people would normally think that this career is “awesome”, “cool”, “amazing”. Most people will look up on you and say, “wow, he/she must be brilliant”… But SERIOUSLY, they don’t know how much we need to go through just to be deserving of those titles.
As a kid, I always looked up at doctors (literally, coz they’re taller than me), but seriously, medicine, my greatest dream, I’ve always thought of it as a very noble profession, especially when you get help people in their dire need, being able to cure them, make them healthy again – that’s something! Even though I already heard many people say that this path is deadly! That it would suck up all of your youth and “freshness”. (I knew it was) But all I saw was the beauty of it. (Ganyan tlaga siguro kapag mahal mo, kahit nasasaktan ka na, kahit hirap na hirap ka na, gusto mo pa rin) But not until I experienced it myself. It was much more!! I am only in 2nd year yet I already have countless crying moments inside my bedroom already! (even more than all my heartaches combined in the past!), my time being awake is far more greater than my time being asleep, my caffeine:blood ratio has greatly increased from last year. that’s why they call it “PASSION”, because it means “SUFFERING”.
Entering medical school, all I thought was you get to spend most of time reading and familiarizing every single part of human anatomy and all the weird mind-boggling medical terms.
BUT, I never thought that medical school can be so… (what’s the word?) – ODD. At least here in Ateneo de Zamboanga. We are so unique that this school strays away from the traditional, from cliché, from the usual. We have PBLs instead of having the “usual” large group, we spend a month or so in a far flank community and leave with the people there.
At first, being immersed in a community, I was focused on the requirements alone, but right now, when we got to know the people more, I honestly appreciate “life” even more. Seeing how diverse many people can be, but they still manage to live happily and harmoniously, even with such little resources, people in the barrio are much more bonded than here in the city, there, I gained a lot of friends, people back In Sinai are so accommodating and kind. Believe me, you’ll get to love those people back there especially when you hear their life’s story. And not to mention the little kids – those “clingy” kids that are so dear to us!
I believe that responsibilities makes you more mature and independent. And being immersed in a community that is far from your comfort zone makes you independent without a choice. Being in the campus and being in the community are like two sides of a coin – two distinct “trainings” we get to undergo when you’re in this institution. Unknowingly, you become more sensitive to the people’s needs, and being a doctor in the future, this is really important. We were once faced by a question, “What is your definition of a good doctor?”- well, for me, being one means someone who truly has the passion for his/her profession, one who will not just after the money of his/her patient but the patient’s total well-being. How can we understand these people if we do not know their struggles? And how can we understand their hardships when we always stay in our comfort zones? Ateneo de Zamboanga School of Medicine does NOT just produce “intelligent” doctors, they produce GOOD doctors – This institution will not just prepare you intellectually, but as well as emotionally and spiritually.
Lastly, being a doctor is far more different than being a GOOD doctor, and being one doesn’t just happen in a blink of an eye ,it requires passion, determination and commitment.